The Art of Letter Writing
Today my children received a letter from their cousins – not an e-mail or a voice mail or some other digital form of communication, but rather some carefully thought-out drawings, some letters, some numbers, all assembled artfully with crayons and pens on real paper, sent in a real envelope – and today, deposited into our mailbox.
There are many things in our society that, with the development of new technologies, have changed for the better. However, I belong to the group of people who lament the loss of letter writing as a form of communication. Many values rapidly disappearing among us are represented in a well written letter: It takes time to construct, thoughtfulness to express what is important, more thoughtfulness to leave out what is not, and calm and quiet to put it all down on a piece of paper, not to mention the skill of writing (or drawing – in the case of my kids and their cousins) so other people can understand and appreciate the missive. There is delay of gratification and strengthening of patience when waiting for a response.
In the early nineties, before wide use of the internet and e-mail, I spent a couple of years in West Africa as a Peace Corps volunteer. There was a phone at the post office in the regional capital, about 50 miles from my village, and, about once a month, I’d arrange a call with my parents. Other than that monthly call, all communication with friends and family back home took place via letters. As many of you can imagine, a Peace Corps volunteer has plenty of time to fill (for a great book on this subject, check out “The Village of Waiting” by George Packer). With a longing for home and the calm to dedicate myself to each letter for several days, I would pour out my heart over dozens of pages. Not all of my letters made it home, but my mother and father dutifully collected all they received. And now, upon my father’s death and my mother’s dementia, I once again hold these letters in my hands.
In his responses, my father mastered the quantity of letter writing. Every day he went to work, he’d compose a one-page letter to his youngest daughter – me – during the entire time I was away. These messages mainly consisted of weather reports, some events in the family, mostly what one would today consider “touching base.” However, I will never forget the dedication it must have taken to keep up this connection.
My mother mastered the quality of letter writing. Though not as frequent as my father’s correspondence, my mother’s letters were filled with emotion, caring questions about what I had written, comments about the pictures I had sent home. In many ways, I may have been in closer contact with my parents during this long absence from home than I had ever been before.
Now, as my sisters and I sift through the myriad of boxes of memories, we are, of course, finding an abundance of letters: letters from my father’s mother to him while he was traveling as a bachelor, letters from my mother to friends in former East Germany, letters from cousins on the West Coast, letters from colleagues across the globe, and many, many letters my mother has begun, but wasn’t able to complete because Alzheimer’s got in her way. Finding one of these letters that begins “Dear Alana, …” and is followed by a beckoning blank page demonstrates how so much can be expressed with so little. I want to say, “I know, Mutti. I love you, too!”
Of course, then there are the other “letters” my mother has written since the onset of dementia. The many tribulations that follow the path of dementia trapped my mother in a cycle of anger and paranoia over lost and misplaced items, shining a light of suspicion on anybody in the vicinity of her possessions. Missing music CDs clearly must have been abducted by her husband, my father. Lost keys may have been stolen. Drawers and cabinets never looked the same as how she left them. So somebody was “messing with her stuff.”
When I was a child and things were misplaced in our house, my mother jokingly referred to “the ghost with the name ‘nobody’” as the culprit. In the years of Alzheimer’s, many of her notes were addressed in a similar way: “To whoever has been taking my CDs, Don’t. I really need them.” Or: “Don’t touch my things. They are mine.” It has been over a year now since my mother was able to write these notes, and I miss them. I miss the feisty woman who would battle that ghost named “nobody.”
So, I encourage my children to keep up their correspondence with their cousins; and I hope letters will continue to be written, whether they are addressed to family, friends, pen-pals, or a ghost named “nobody.”